Saturday, February 21, 2015

Miracles Never Cease – February 2, 2015

Guess what day it is? Monday! Yo Holla! 
So, the temple was the best EVER! Our entire Zone got to go to help us with our mission of 'shepherding God's children to the temple'. As you've probably figured out, my mission is very stressful and crazy. As soon as I walked through the second set of doors into that little, but beautiful temple I felt a huge wave of the Spirit. It was almost like all my worries and problems were being physically pulled out of me. It was the greatest experience of my life. 

I am still experiencing withdrawals. The temple is the greatest place on earth! Ah! I'm going to go there at least twice a week when I return to 'real life', haha. 
I heard about the Seahawks! Gosh darn it! It's okay, we're on God's team. Go Hell-Shakers! 
Thank you so much for keeping the K family in your prayers! It just goes to show that Heavenly Father will help us if we ask in faith and it's his will. 
We had a lesson with them last night. When V walked down the stairs he seemed like a happier person. The priesthood blessing he received definitely helped him in some form. Whether spiritually or physically we don't know, but he is seeing the difference. In fact, when he was talking about how much he loved our support and care for his family he started to tear up. Now, V is very quiet and shy so, seeing these emotions in him was really touching. We had a lesson on faith and how it can strengthen us. We read Moroni 7 with them and really focused on how miracles never cease and asked them to share their experiences on miracles in their lives. For some reason we felt prompted to talk about how Heavenly Father wants us to live with our families forever and that he is able to make that happen. When we asked K and V if that is something that thy would want, K began to cry. We then invited them to be baptized so they can have that miracle in their lives. They thought about it for a minute and then said yes. Ah! We're going to help them prepare for March 14th as their baptismal date. V starts chemo therapy tomorrow and will be doing that every week for three months. He was very nervous about being physically able to be baptized in March, but we promised him that if he had faith that Heavenly Father will strengthen him. And by golly gee whiz God helps His children whenever they need Him. 
Oh my flip! Sam, that car was awesome! I about died laughing from seeing Josh and envisioning the caption! "Punch me Guido!" Haha! You rock! How's the musical going, Josh? How's life? 
Daddy! Thank you for the e-mail! I sent it to Sister Ward and she thinks you're the coolest guy ever. I don't know why she thinks that ;) B is about 40 yeas old and is recently divorced. He has one daughter who is about 16 or 15. He's been a jailer for a really long time. Not sure how long, but I just know he's been doing it for a while. A lot of the stories he shares he usually laughs with Brother Button about since they work so closely together, but I can see the stress from and anger that he has for these prisoners and people they bring in. He really tries to control his emotions and stay calm when he deals angry nutcases. We've talked to Brother Button on how to open up B and really the only conclusion we came to was to help him feel safe around us. Thank you so much for the advice! It is going to help us so much! Like, seriously, I loved it. We are meeting with him on Thursday so that'll give Sister Ward and I plenty of time to pray and ponder on what we should do. I love you! 
D is doing great! She is really moving forward toward her baptism. She is reading her Book of Mormon everyday and even though she is having migraines she gets to church and she doesn't feel them for the rest of the day. Satan is being a brat to her though and she knows it. She prays every day for strength to make it. Her date and baptism time are in the Relief Society newsletter and everyone's super excited for her. 
Not so sure about J. He might not be taking this seriously, but we're going to try again to have another lesson with him. We stopped by the other day to see how his reading is going and he said, "I'm in the very early stages." That means he hasn't read it. So, we'll see how it goes from there, 

Man, I wish I could read more books, but I have no time to do much of anything, haha. There's this really good book you should try. It's called Man's Meaning or something like that. It's by a Jewish man who found happiness and purpose in life while he was in a concentration camp. Brother Simpson says it's one of the greatest books ever written. 
I have no idea where that dress is. Honestly, I though we packed it away...I can't think of anybody hat might have borrowed it. Is Emilee going to wear it? Gah! 
We went to a ranch as a service project on Friday. It was really fun! It was me, Sister Ward, Hermana Jensen, Hermana Wilkinson, Elder Gould, Elder Jensen, Elder Seymour, and Elder Black. The Elders got to clean out the chicken poop from the empty coop and it was a big coop. I do not envy them, haha. Chicken poop is the worst. The rest of us got to muck the horse stalls and because Hermana Jensen and I have horse experience we got to groom a Tennessee Walker named Sky. She was the calmest horse, but she was always spooked by the barn cats who were running everywhere. Sky was so muddy and dirty, that we worked on her for about an hour. It was a highlight of my week. I'm just upset that we're not allowed to ride the horses. Mission rules...meh, haha. Don't worry. I'm obedient. :) 
I finally finished getting your Christmas/birthday/Valentines presents! Gosh! (64.12) So, I have Sam's and Josh's birthday presents in there, plus stuff for all y'all. Get excited! Sending it today! By the way, I can't handle any more candy. I am gaining weight out here. Like, a lot! I am nervous about fitting into my maroon skirt it's that bad. I am able to fit into my jeans, but I really want to be able to keep buttoning them. You know what I mean? 
I tried this new hairstyle. Everyone at church thought it was really cute. Made me feel good. :) 

So, I have major confidence issues. Well, I did. I'm working on it. I felt like my progression to be a confident and great missionary was going so slow and that I wasn't reaching a certain standard. I felt like Sister Ward was the best and if I didn't teach like her then I wasn't getting better. Well, we kind of had a little 'come to Jesus' talk. She told me how proud she was and that she was sorry if I was stressed out because of her expectations. She told me that she sees so much potential in me that she can see that I can hit that level every time and that even the AP's took almost two years to become who they are now. My mission is all about 'becoming' and not 'being'. In fact, my whole life is going to be that way until I am who Heavenly Father knew I could become. She then asked me if I would like a blessing from the Elders after church yesterday and I said yes. I need all the help I can get. 
Honestly, I wasn't expecting anything great from that blessing, but when Elder Seymour and Elder Black placed their hands on my head I had this familiar feeling. As Elder Seymour started the blessing he emphasized that it was from my Heavenly Father and I felt that overwhelming sense of peace that I had when I received my patriarchal blessing. I managed to write down a summary of what was said: 
-Heavenly Father is proud of you and knows that this is the right choice even though it wasn't easy. Diligently remember the sacred calling that you have. You have divine potential and are here to work miracles. You have the greatest authority on earth and have the power to summon angels. You will be bold and have confidence. You'll be able to leave feelings of home behind. As you study your scriptures and pray more earnestly you'll see the great strength that you have.- 
I feel great and am so grateful that those young men were so worthy to have that priesthood power. I feel calm and ready to preach the gospel. I know it won't happen all at once, but now I know that I am becoming. And I know that God is there to help me. 
I love you all and am so happy you're going to send me letters! Gah! I love mail. Here's the mail it never fails! It makes me want to wag my tail! When it comes I wanna wail, "MAIL TIME!" 
Aww, I don't want to stop typing, but I have no more fun stories...poo. 
I love y'all so much and miss you! 
The Church is True, the Book is Blue, and Jesus loves you! 
Forever and ever and ever and ever! 

Raye FRANCE not FRENCH :) 




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